Ciara Miller in Amanda, West Betrayal, Summer House Reunion Prep

Ciara Miller spoke for the first time since West Wilson and Amanda Butter confirmed their relationship in late March.

the Summer House star remained tight-lipped on the scandal that rocked the Bravosphere, only light response the controversy. In a profile on Friday with GLAMORMiller shares her thoughts on her new found relationship with her ex and former best friend who became the talk of the town Well done fans for the past few weeks.

“It’s something to experience pain behind closed doors,” Miller said. “Experiencing it publicly is like another layer, and then you have to see what you think your life is going to be in season 10. It’s a major thought.”

On March 31, Wilson and Batula released a joint statement after weeks of rumors that their friendship had turned romantic. Miller also noted that he received a heads-up “less than 24 hours” before they posted the statement on their separate Instagram Stories.

Wilson joined the cast of Bravo’s Summer House in season eight, where she meets the cast and begins her romance with Miller. They continued to date after filming, although in the season 8 reunion of the reality series, they announced that they were not together. Miller revealed that Wilson said he couldn’t be in a serious relationship with her “for reasons related to the show.”

Before the confirmation, Wilson and Batula both dismissed speculation that they were in a relationship. Most Bravo fans dispute the claims because Miller previously dated Wilson, and she has been close with Batula since they met back then. Summer House fifth time.

The traitors star said that, amid the controversy, he felt more betrayed by Batula, in part because Miller championed him in the midst of his troubled marriage with Kyle Cooke. (Batula and Cooke announcing their separation in January; The timeline of her relationship with Wilson has not been confirmed.)

“At the end of the day, a man is a man. Whether West and I work or not in a relationship, you can never forget anything about a man. But I never thought that it would come from someone like Amanda, who has been in my circle and in my corner for a long time,” he said. “I think that’s the craziest part.”

In season 10 of Summer Housecurrently airing, Miller was an avid advocate of Batula amid his struggles with Cooke. Miller said that seeing her support her former friend after he now betrayed her left her “at a loss for words.”

“I fought with your own husband to advocate for you. You championed me. I tried to be there for you in different ways and help you and help you see your value in yourself,” Miller said of her friendship with Batula, continuing, “And so to be ignored in such a disrespectful way is …. Actually, it’s…

When asked how he’s doing right now, Miller said he’s “just trying to get to the reunion at this point.” the Summer House season 10 reunion films in late April, THR previously confirmed, and he admitted he was “a little nervous” about what the day would hold.

Miller also clarified that his last conversation with Batula was “minimal,” adding, “Because that’s what I’m going to talk about at the reunion.”

The scandal has especially sparked a conversation about race; Miller is open about her experience as a Black woman in the reality TV on Summer Houseand he’s also outspoken about interracial dating in public. He led a important conversation around the subject of a recent season 10 episode, and told GLAMOR Navigating dating has become “difficult.”

“It’s hard. Dating interracially is a whole other layer — the nuances of interracial dating and how mindfuck it is,” Miller said. “You don’t just need to know who this person voted for, you need to know, like, OK, you’re attracted to me, you like me, but do you like people like me?

When the interviewer asked if she thought she faced a lot of grief because of her taste in men, Miller agreed, adding that it was “upsetting and frustrating” for viewers to make assumptions about her taste based on the public relations she had on reality TV.

“I feel like I have a lot of grief for dating people. But here’s the thing: I’m technically dating two people in public. For people to make a really roundabout statement about my taste based on two people is annoying and disappointing,” she said. “Why do we put this pressure on young women as if it’s our fault that they don’t immediately see who this person is? It’s our fault that we have bad taste in men, when men always present themselves as one way in the first three months and then completely become someone completely different.”

the Summer House The season 10 finale will air on May 19, and will be directly followed by the show’s premiere first spinoff In the City. Miller is not apart of that cast, even Batula and Cooke, with the season one trailer teasing a cameo from Wilson. In the City recount the breakdown of Batula and Cooke’s marriage before they announced their separation.